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I have two children they are 1 and 3 years old. During my entire 2nd pregnancy and up until months after my youngest was born I was HEAVILY researching vaccines. Mostly because of pressure from my family and my childrens doctor I kept vaccinating against my better judgement until my 1 year old 6 month vax when I decided I couldnt hold him down and allow them to inject what I KNOW is poisons into him becaue if soemthing where to happen as a result it WOULD be my fault because of the amount of research I have done and because of my own reservations.

      I just wanted to take the time to let everyone here and all over the world that I am grateful for you ,this bioshere , the experience , the beauty , the love , the sacred , the life , the mountains , the oceans , this website , the unique , the free souls , the herbs , the healthy food , and our health.

i'm opening a BIG can here.  so, after much reading and exploring of topics along the lines that we discuss here, this is an area of little activity (at least in the forum designation) but an important one nonetheless.

Hi Everyone,

I'm so glad to have found this web-site and I've very excited to start exploring the wealth of knowledge that seems to be available here. I've just started the first lecture on alchemy and it does seem a bit dry but I am already learning new things. I'm finding that he is referring to earlier lectures and I now see that there is a "beginning here and now series" which I am going to listen to first.

I hope if people do decide to listen to these that we can share our thoughts and comments, questions to give the courses more of that classroom experience.

I use Startpage to browse the internet because I can still take advantage of using the power of the Google search engine, without my searches being tracked by everybody and their brother.  Because Startpage doesn't record your searches, they couldn't  comply with Big Brother mandates, even if they wanted to.  Web anonymity is increased by using Startpage's free proxy service.

Hello everyone,

My father passed away around August 2012 after getting ill around April and succumbing to asbestos-related lung cancer at 70 years old. We always had a quiet but strong relationship, where a lot of things were understood but left unsaid. We didn't really get to having a close talk before he passed away, which I regret.,  I didn't get very emotional, though I did go through a mild grieving process.

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Emotional Searching.... the art / practice of diving into them in seeking to understand rather then running away, hiding, disconnecting from them, or getting lost in them,

Sometimes one may feel a discomfort/pain, a sadness, hate, anger... often times theses feelings are disliked, so often the impulse is to get away from it...

the question i pose thou is what is this *"it"* your getting away from ???

the feeling? well where is the feeling coming from?? is it coming from yourself???

First off, let me give a warm welcome to all the newcomers to this forum, it's great to see some new faces here!  This is a great place to share and work out concerns about the many troubling - and exciting - issues facing us today.  So please feel free to share both the frivolous and those deep core issues.

[If you're not familiar with IFS, Wikipedia has an introductory article to get you up to speed.]