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esrw02 posted a new Topic in General Discussion:
QUESTION , What is this website about !

  What is this website mean to you and what is it intended for . I am curious to hear responses to this question, strictly curiousity .

 

    The world loves I , Eric

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  • 4 years ago
    nickmiller73

    I never meant any pain or harm to come to you from any of my posts.  I try hard to understand the world, but try even harder to remain optimistic.  That is a choice.  NOBODY is born with optimism and if they are, it is driven from them at a young age.


     


    I make that choice every day, hour, and sometimes minute.  I can't stand too much negativity.  In fact, when I get inundated with it, I feel that this one small person has to change the world NOW.  That is usually the beginning of what the doctors call my mania.


     


    Negativity is dangerous for me so I must take it in small doses.  That doesn't mean I don't want to know about the world.  It just means that if I know too much too fast, I will typically end up in a hospital.  


     


    I love your quote by your picture by the way.  Everyone I know thinks I have a huge potential to be crazy.  The doctors at the psych ward can attest to that.  I really like your last post and just wanted you to know that I have just recently read this coversation and I didn't mean to ignore your post directed at me.


     


    I love you no matter what and always will.


  • esrw02's picture
    3 years ago
    esrw02

     Interesting to say the least .                             


  • Eyejay's picture
    3 years ago
    Eyejay

    I myself have come and appear to have gone many times. This is all to do with chronic depression than anything said here.


    I love the honesty here, wether good or bad, we must always be honest with ourselves.


    On my journey I have been part of several forums, all of them transform and mould themselves as contributors come and go, however what Fred and his team created here with the Transfomational lead into the forum is something not found elswhere (not that I have found anyway)


    Around the time or just before this original post, I took a serious overdose and almost left this planet for good. It was only my strong connection to my daughters and their keen senses that I survived. Looking back it was extremely selfish of me to do that, yet I know now it was very necessarily part of my journey.


    Know this one thing, I love you all deeply, as you are all just me from another perspective and you have helped me pull through all of my troubles, even though I have been silent I have been thanking each and every one of you daily


     


    Thanks again Fred for you and your teams inspiration and hardwork in setting this all up. Long may it continue Cool


  • esrw02's picture
    3 years ago
    esrw02

    Know this one thing, I love you all deeply, as you are all just me from another perspective and you have helped me pull through all of my troubles, even though I have been silent I have been thanking each and every one of you daily


       Powerful words ,Kudos ; thats what its all about brother . I love you too !!!!!  


           Very powerful lesson as well man!!!!


     


              Hell of an experience !!


     


            E


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    3 years ago
    fredburks

    Wow, Ian! That's intense!!! Thank you so much for your willingness to share of your pain and of even getting to the point of attempting suicide. I'm so glad your daughters called you back from the other side. I invite you whenever you are feeling depressed to reach out here and allow us to support you as well. I don't want to lose you. I love you, dear brother!


    With much love, concern, and gratitude,
    Fred


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    6 days ago
    juliemartyn
    "Always remember," God had smiled, "I have sent you nothing but angels."

     

    One of the most important lessons here may be for us to learn to love each other EXACTLY AS WE ARE.

     

    Our greatest tormenters in this life may also be our greatest teachers and perhaps we should learn to be thankful for all who become part of our journey, whatever part they play.

     

    With much LOVE and GRATITUDE to everyone.

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juliemartyn's picture1 week ago
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juliemartyn posted a new Topic in General Discussion:
A Propos of nothing in particular ...

Hey Fred

I was just having a general look around the forums and can see there's a lot of history and stories in there.  I was amazed that there were hundreds of comments on the most commented post, going back 10 years or so - obviously a lot more activity at that time.

I was interested that there seemed to be a lot of posts 'removed at author's request' - what's that all about?

Nice to see that active members have recently expanded to the 4 of us ;-)

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    4 months ago
    fredburks

    Thanks for your kind words, Julie. It was a challenging time and I was particularly sad to lose the warm, loving field we had created before all that. And thank you for helping to enliven this forum again. Much love to you and to all.


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    4 months ago
    juliemartyn

    HEY - 3 members online at the same time - we're getting busy here - now we just need Fred to join us (haha).


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    3 months ago
    juliemartyn

    I used to think that Airbnb was a funny name for a company, - and difficult to pronounce - and then I heard someone say Air bee and bee and the scales fell from my eyes (metaphorically speaking, of course!). Anyone had any similar experiences? ...... or is it just me ;-)


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    2 weeks ago
    juliemartyn

    Talking of leylines, which I think we were on some other thread, just been talking to a fellow dog-walker in the park who mentioned that there was a leyline which ran right through the middle of their village shop - said it was so strong and palpable that sometimes she struggled to remember what she was there for - perhaps I won't have to go very far to trek some leylines! I'll let you know ;-)


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    1 week ago
    Starmonkey

    I'm going to walk around here more now that there's no CAT to hold me back. Lots of minerals and mining and TELLURIDE who's name sounds pretty cool but the town's mostly just expensive. Somebody needs to map this continent more.


    Nicholas R Mann from your bottleneck of the proverbial woods wrote Sedona- Sacred Earth which is amazing. Maybe I could be trained in geomancy and do the landscape over here...


    Otherwise further southwest has a major nexus. I'll have to look it up.


  • juliemartyn's picture
    1 week ago
    juliemartyn

    TEENAGER KILLED BY CHICKEN BURGER - what a ludicrous headline I read in the paper today (and this wasn't a tabloid) - a tragic situation for all those involved - but nobody transitions before they are ready - so much blame flying around - so many lessons - perhaps one of these might be something to do with personal accountability and being responsible for ourselves and what happens around us.


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Starmonkey posted a new Topic in Political Activism/Cover-ups:
Grand Tartaria

So... Not sure where to start.

Our mainstream version of history for the last few hundred years is faulty. War isn't our natural heritage, it was beaten into us. All the wars since around 1800 have been to wipe traces of our true history from the planet. Even RIGHT NOW they are still attempting to obliterate it. NWO. Disney and McDonald's.

Tartaria. Giants. Global civilization and trade. California island and mud floods. 1000 years added to an already "trumped up" Roman calendar.

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nickmiller73 posted a new Topic in General Discussion:
Flashing Stars

So, I have been seeing something in the sky lately and can't find anything about it on the internet or from anyone I talk to.  Actually, I haven't brought it up to many people and the ones I do think I'm crazy.  So here goes...

 

At night I've been spending a lot of time with the stars lately and they have been flashing at me.  I don't know how to word it, but there have been kind of flashes like from a camera almost happening several times a night coming from the sky.

 

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  • juliemartyn's picture
    1 month ago
    juliemartyn

    Hey Nick - sorry, no idea what this might be - another of life's many mysteries! Perhaps some things are just there for the enjoyment!


  • Starmonkey's picture
    1 month ago
    Starmonkey

    Please could you stay awhile to share my grief

    For its such a lovely day

    To have to always feel this way

    And the time that I will suffer less

    Is when I never have to wake

    Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved

    The blackness of darkness forever

    Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved

    The blackness of darkness forever

    Those who have seen the needles eye, now tread

    Like a husk, from which all that was, now has fled

    And the masks, that the monsters wear

    To feed, upon their prey

    Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved

    The blackness of darkness forever

    Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved

    The blackness of darkness forever

    doubled up inside

    Take awhile to shed my grief

    (Always) doubled up inside

    Taunted, cruel...

    Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved

    The blackness of darkness forever

    Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved

    The blackness of darkness forever


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    1 month ago
    Starmonkey

    I was born under a wandrin' star

    I was born under a wandrin' star

    Wheels are made for rollin'

    Mules are made to pack

    I've never seen a sight that didn't look better looking back

    I was born under a wandrin' star

    Mud can make you prisoner, and the plains can bake you dry

    Snow can burn your eyes, but only people make you cry

    Home is made for comin' from, for dreams of goin' to

    Which with any luck will never come true

    I was born under a wandrin' star

    I was born under a wandrin' star

    Do I know where hell is?

    Hell is in hello

    Heaven is goodbye for ever, it's time for me to go

    I was born under a wandrin' star

    A wandrin' wandrin' star

    When I get to heaven tie me to a tree

    Or I'll begin to roam, and soon you know where I will be

    I was born under a wandrin' star

    A wandrin' wandrin' star


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    1 month ago
    Starmonkey

    Wandering Star by Portishead.

    Wanderin' Star by some other guys and sang by Lee Marvin in Paint Your Wagon


  • 3 weeks ago
    nickmiller73

    Thanks for the reply guys. I think it is something to enjoy, not explain. Thanks.


juliemartyn's picture1 month ago
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juliemartyn posted a new Topic in General Discussion:
Broken world?

“You don’t need to fix the Game.  The program isn’t broken – it works exactly as it was intended to work.”  ~~ The Game – nothing is as it seems

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  • Starmonkey's picture
    3 months ago
    Starmonkey

    No growth without resistance. Takes pressure to turn coal into diamonds!

    ;)


  • 3 months ago
    nickmiller73

    Sometimes I get so caught up in what the world needs that I forget all it has to offer. I get trapped in this mentality that the Earth is broken and needs my help to fix it. It's true we can all work to make this a better place, but the resistance is what makes it fun.


    The Earth is wonderfully fantastic the way it is. It is all unfolding as it should. How do I know that? Because it is happening!!


    That's all the proof I need. Let's not get so caught up in the shadow side that we can't bask in the light.


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    1 month ago
    Starmonkey

    Book post gone... Comments all over the place anyway... Frayed thread...

    Toward the end of OPoC PDF book I've constantly mentioned a relevance.

    Asking the Nine about broken leylines. Said the Serpent line had been broken in GB. Like the beams in the DT.

    Then they co-opt that energy, in this case SEXUALITY. Which mirrors our psychic centers and provides the energies for "higher powers".

    Glad the WingMakers straighten all that out. What's what...

    And some of the more daring and less confused schools of Tantra and magick...


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    1 month ago
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    1 month ago
    juliemartyn

    YES!!!!

    I saw your post on FB and thought of this thread as well ;-)


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    1 month ago
    Starmonkey

    Quite the unique (and Monique) situation we're in here! ODD to think most of the rest of the beings not in human form can't even fathom what it is we're experiencing, since only we can sense it! The matrix within the matrix. The hologram of separation.

    SPECIAL.

    Now we just need to convince "8 billion" "other" "people".

    EASY. How about a REAL challenge!!

    Most profound words ever out of my mouth during my '98 mushroom trip...

    "If we all get together, we can bring the LIGHT."

    Well, it's already here, always has been. Just takes some REFOCUSING.


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Brian posted a new Topic in General Discussion:
Living in the Future's Past
 I just watched a great, great movie about the climate change pickle we're in by Jeff Bridges called Living in the Future's Past.  I think I saw it as a paid movie on YouTube Premium.
This non-blaming movie was very helpful to me to sort some stuff out.
For the first time since I was a teen I could see the modern world as a fragile and temporary energy system. He spells it out-it's a world built on "fossilized Sunlight". Everything (this email) is built on this cheap energy.
It was a gentle movie-I needed that.
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juliemartyn posted a new Topic in Personal/Spiritual Growth:
Words of Wisdom

In the French motel that we stayed at last night there was the phrase written on the walls - stencilled in quite a large script as part of the decor, not grafitti - "la meilleure façon de réaliser ses rêves est de se réveiller" (the best way to realise our dreams is to wake up).  Quite surprising to find such a profound pronouncement in such mundane a context!

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    4 months ago
    fredburks

    "There is evil cast around us, but it's love that wrote the play" -- David Wilcox in his beautiful song "Show the Way"


    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I8BXP0cotIk


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    4 months ago
    juliemartyn

    “If the bee disappeared off the surface of the globe, then man would have only four years of life left. No more bees, no more pollination, no more plants, no more animals, no more man.”

    ― Albert Einstein


    When I first came across this 'quote' I thought it was an odd subject for Einstein to be concerned with - as far as anyone is aware he had no interest in bees whatsoever and the original source was a Canadian beekeepers’ journal in the 1940s. Apparently it's not true and Einstein didn't say it - but it sounds like it should be true ;-)


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    3 months ago
    juliemartyn

    "The power that takes care of everything knows how to take care of you. Don’t you see, there isn’t anything you have to do to help. In other words, God doesn’t need your help. All you have to do is to take a deep breath and say: ‘Take it God. I’m all finished with it. I will never worry again. I will never be upset over anything again.’"

    ~ Robert Adams


    This is what I aspire to in my way of being ;-)

    It's already the case, we just have to remember it!


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    3 months ago
    fredburks

    "Those who love you are not fooled by mistakes you have made or the dark images you hold about yourself. They remember your beauty when you feel ugly, your wholeness when you are broken, your innocence when you feel guilty, and your purpose when you are confused." ~~ African saying


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    1 month ago
    juliemartyn

    As I Began to Love Myself ~ A Poem on Self Love


    As I began to love myself I found that anguish and emotional suffering are only warning signs that I was living against my own truth. Today, I know, this is AUTHENTICITY.


    As I began to love myself I understood how much it can offend somebody. As I try to force my desires on this person, even though I knew the time was not right and the person was not ready for it, and even though this person was me.

    Today I call it RESPECT.


    As I began to love myself I stopped craving for a different life,and I could see that everything that surrounded me was inviting me to grow.

    Today I call it MATURITY.


    As I began to love myself I understood that at any circumstance, I am in the right place at the right time, and everything happens at the exactly right moment. So I could be calm.

    Today I call it SELF-CONFIDENCE.


    As I began to love myself I quit steeling my own time, and I stopped designing huge projects for the future.

    Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness, things I love to do and that make my heart cheer, and I do them in my own way and in my own rhythm.

    Today I call it SIMPLICITY.


    As I began to love myself I freed myself of anything that is no good for

    my health – food, people, things, situations, and everything that drew

    me down and away from myself. At first I called this attitude

    a healthy egoism. Today I know it is LOVE OF ONESELF.


    As I began to love myself I quit trying to always be right, and ever since

    I was wrong less of the time. Today I discovered that is MODESTY.


    As I began to love myself I refused to go on living in the past and worry

    about the future. Now, I only live for the moment, where EVERYTHING

    is happening. Today I live each day, day by day, and I call it FULFILLMENT.


    As I began to love myself I recognized that my mind can disturb me

    and it can make me sick. But As I connected it to my heart, my

    mind became a valuable ally. Today I call this connection WISDOM OF THE HEART.


    We no longer need to fear arguments, confrontations or any kind of problems with ourselves or others.

    Even stars collide, and out of their crashing new worlds are born.

    Today I know that this LIFE.


    Author ~ The origin of this poem is uncertain. It is believed to have been written by *Charlie Chaplin on his 70th birthday, however some give credit to Kim & Alison McMilen, for a poem titled, “When I Loved Myself Enough”.


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    1 month ago
    fredburks

    Love it, Julie! Anyone who truly lives this poem will find heaven on Earth.


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juliemartyn posted a new Topic in General Discussion:
Why worry?

Anxiety and worry seem to be ongoing challenges for most of us to varying degrees in our daily lives so I just thought I'd post some stuff that helps me when I'm coming unstuck ...

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    1 month ago
    Starmonkey

    Yep. Nature and young children. Family pets. Go Alpha to Theta.

    Leave Beta up to the spin doctors and ad execs.

    The Soul does the Work.

    Breathing With All.


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juliemartyn posted a new Topic in Personal/Spiritual Growth:
The Work of Love Is to Love

My life being quite chaotic at the moment, this article spoke to some of the issues which are currently whirling about me - amongst other things, the challenge of compassion and the way of making a difference by dealing with the small things at hand ....

http://www.dailygood.org/story/2321/the-work-of-love-is-to-l...

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    1 month ago
    Starmonkey

    Good article. More coming around to join the FAMILY in every aspect of life. Every nook and cranny. Definitely time to hold one another and the planet.


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    1 month ago
    Starmonkey

    Your buddy Jane Roberts is mentioned near the end of Only Planet of Choice.

    Information through the Nine seems similar to Ra and the Law of One...

    Both sources state "the opposition" or "others" try to taint the more positive among us with DOOM and GLOOM visions or outlook if they can't corrupt us in desire for power and control. Best not to give in to that trap.

    Birth pains, people! Birth pains! Breathe! Breathe!


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nickmiller73 posted a new Topic in General Discussion:
This World

I am so sick of what is going on in this world right now and not being able to help.  I consider myself an eternal optimist, but this is getting ridiculous.  I used to think it was a small percentage of people that were harming this Earth.  

I'm starting to believe that there are more people out there with bad intentions than I imagined.  Maybe this is part of the awakening process?  Maybe this all needs to happen in order for us to realize how screwed up we all are?

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  • Starmonkey's picture
    2 months ago
    Starmonkey

    Here's a little somethin, as well
    https://youtu.be/iB4MS1hsWXU


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    2 months ago
    Starmonkey

    Didn't watch this whole thing. Got the essence. Stuttery speaking...

    But, he mentions (100 or 12 monkeys) only a certain number or percentage of US need to go through the transformation to bring the rest along. Thank goodness! Cause if we were ACTUALLY dependent on the majority, well...

    Hell in a FLAMING handbasket for sure!
    https://youtu.be/Ccle0QvH-Ds


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    2 months ago
    Starmonkey

    Ssshhh!

    P.s. it's INTEGRATION.

    Masculine/feminine, left/right, front/back, past/future, life/death...

    Nothing MAJOR. Just balancing polarities is all.
    https://youtu.be/RixHMMTM0dQ


  • 2 months ago
    nickmiller73

    I'm going to SE Asia next. I have been to many, but would like to see more. I am going to start in Vietnam and make my way to India. I am hoping I can find a monastery to study at for a few months along the way. I am only going to stay if one feels right though.


    Thanks for the info.


  • juliemartyn's picture
    2 months ago
    juliemartyn

    I'd never heard of David Brooks until I watched this TED talk - such a lot of sense and truth in there - I found it unexpectedly quite moving. Another reminder about listening to our hearts, realising what's important in life (getting perspective) and taking some action - thanks Chris for putting the link up, and way to go, Nick, for taking some action!


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    1 month ago
    Starmonkey

    You should hit up Tibet. Find the last Tartarians. Get some old stories that haven't been lost in time...


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