Good afternoon to all.
Forgive me if this sounds like a therapy session, but I think if I'm not alone in my experiences here, this may strike up some interesting conversation....
I have noticed that there are times when I'm going along just fine, and one small event shakes me up so much that I feel like I don't have a clue as to who I am any longer. More to the point... everything I thought I did well, and had under control shows itself to be out of control and in disarray.
I'm sort of there right now. I spent a good part of the day yesterday crying and eating chocolate (at least it was the good stuff : ). I question every role I have, and can see so easily all the mistakes I've made and am making. I feel a bit unmoored. I'm not looking for cheering up, or even support really... I'm just wondering if this is somehow part of the process of waking up, and if others have had this happen in a recurrent way.
Thanks for listening.
Much love and light,