I happened to catch sight of John/Lightwins blog on Blogger Arrests. This has me stirred up a bit as it touches on me personally and some of my writings and posts on the Web, such as my Durango Exopolitics blog. I am moving somewhat away from a great deal of political criticism to delving into the spiritual aspects of things unfolding on this planet, but sometimes, one must still call a spade a spade.
I kept silent for so many years on what I had to share out of fear. This is giving one's power away to fear, allowing it to bind and control you, or in my case, me. On one hand I was terrified of "them" those in the shadow government who might visit harm on me or mine if I spoke up and out, and on the other, I was afraid of ridicule and isolation from the society of my friends and acquaintances for expressing things so far outside their reality. So I just mostly shut up, for a long time.
In doing Durango Exopolitics, doing one public showing of the Disclosure Project Witness Testimony video, and thinking strongly of arranging another, in beginning to produce a dvd of my story and write a book-- I'm really stepping out on the proverbial limb.
My spirit guides just now chimed in for me to remember I'm under strong spiritual protection. I take a lot of comfort in their message and presence, as I know they have always been there looking out for me, long before I even realized they were there.
But this business of blogger arrests is one of the fears I had to face and move through in the last year, and seeing it in print as a reality does churn me up a bit. I'm going to keep consciously breathing deeply, but I'd like to hear from others about this and what your thoughts are.
Having experienced some of the horrors I have, I have no wish to be put in a position to experience anything like it again. But I will not allow myself to be silenced by fear any more either.
Thank you TT for being here.
Loving you all,