This article explains a lot about my life. I can't say for sure if I'm a "wanderer" or not, but my profile sure fits this description. I've always felt out of place compared with most people. This feeling is increasing as I'm becoming more aware of the game that is being played here.
This article also sheds light on why the "Law of Attraction" or positive affirmations and visualizations fail to manifest positive results for me. I'm so tired of people saying things like "You're doing something wrong" or "You're not believing hard enough." Those explanations have never felt right to me. On the contrary, several times in my life it has been the very times that I am the most spiritual and altruistic -- when my focus and daily practice is one of doing good to others and helping myself and others to "awaken" that I attract the most bizarre negative shit into my life. The intentional sabatoge of wanderers by the "feeders" in other dimensions certainly would explain that phenomenon.
The other common phrase that doesn't ring true for me is "There are no victims." Certainly, you control your reaction to your environment, but there are countless examples of the STS (service to self) beings vicitimizing the STO (service to others) folk. I don't think there's any denying that there are manipulators and controllers at work in this world. It stands to reason that those unfortunate souls affected by them are the victims. There are so many examples of this dynamic I wonder how anyone can deny it. You need only look at children who are sexually abused or entire nations who are starving and homeless due to the selfish actions of the STS types.
It's a long article, so I'm not going to paste it. Below is an excerpt. I hope you get as much out of this article as I did. ~ Noa
Wanderers are not only subject to hypedimensional manipulation in this Matrix Control System as everyone else, but are PRIMARY targets of the 4D STS forces (Orion STS according to Ra. The Lizzies/dark shirts according to the Ps) because their mission obviously interferes with the plans of the controllers of this world and they don’t want this to happen. They don’t want to loose their food source. Laura Knight-Jadczyk makes an excellent analysis of this issue in “Soul Hackers – The Hidden Hands Behind The New Age Movement” (The Wave Book 2), chapter All There Is Is Lessons, or Wandering Around in Third Density Can Be Hazardous to Your Health.