I hope you're all doing well, and that spring is sprung in your part of the world - or fall is giving respite from the heat, for the folks down under.
I'm writing tonight because I'm slogging through a lot of tough emotional stuff and wondered how everyone else is doing. And if my slogging makes you feel less alone, than that's a good thing, too.
So there's just a whole lot of stuff happening in the world right now. Big time stuff. Lots of suffering - the likes of which I'm not sure I've ever seen. With all the Earth changes, and the protesting / revolt happening all over the place, you'd think that there would be some sort of... I don't know... a reverential pause. But the US (and other countries) sneaks into a war with another middle eastern country, and damn near every mid-western state has rolled out the ground work to turn the US labor force back 100+ years... ok, and then there are these insane reproductive rights issues that are cropping up all over the place, too. In true Ho'Oponopono fashion, my part in all of this chaos feels very heavy and shaming to me. Trying to take responsibility for it is damn hard. If I truly believe I've created my world, what the heck am I doing, and why?
I truly AM hopeful for our ascension. I see all of these goings ons as last ditch efforts to keep us stuck. But when I'm not looking, this stuff all sneaks up and really grabs me by the throat and I go into a deep sense of despair for all the suffering our shadow is causing in the world. Honestly (and don't get nervous about this or anything), it wouldn't even bother me all that much to know it was my time to leave this life. I know I'm always safe and I don't really fear my own death all that much (the pain of a long slow death is a bit troublesome, to be honest, but the actual death is easy). As a citizen of the US, though, I feel like we're screwing over the whole rest of the world, just for... who knows what. More... something.
So team, what are you doing to stay out of this quagmire? I had to laugh the other day when I turned on the radio and the song that was playing was "Mmm-Bop" by the boy band, Hanson. I actually got angry that they'd play such an upbeat tune when things were so very serious in the world. LOL... Man, I need to lighten up!
My peeps here have been fabulous! You are all so amazing and together and so full of love. It makes me tear up to think how blessed I am to have you in my life! You saved me this weekend. I breathed Sacred Love with you all weekend - LOL... whether you wanted to or not!
I guess this note's a little all over the place. Hope you can follow it, and I hope it generates some discussion and community, and love.
Hugs and love and always my support, whenever it's needed.