Dear beautiful Gathering Spot friends,
Below is a write-up of powerful inspirations and realizations I had during and after a great yoga session earlier this month. I do an intense, 90-minute Bikram yoga class (in 105 degree heat) once a month. I often have rich realizations when I go, but this one was particularly profound for me. It came out of my explorations into the the Hidden Hand material. I entered a most amazing God dimension or realm which you may enjoy reading about below. As it was so rich, I wrote up my experience so that I might better remember all that I experienced and learned.
Just recently I'm feeling a lot of big energy shifts both in myself and in the world. I am realizing ever more deeply how I/we co-created all of this. I want to take personal responsibility to new levels. I/we are co-creating something different now, something more infused with love and support from divine realms which exist both inside and outside of ourselves. It's intense, yet quite exciting. Thank you so much for playing your unique and invaluable part in our transformation. Take care and enjoy.
With sacred love and warm wishes,
Oct. 4, 2011 - Amazing Bikram yoga session
What a powerful and unexpectedly profound experience!!! As I had been working on summaries for the intriguing Hidden Hand material, I went into this Bikram yoga session with the intention of opening to wisdom and guidance from the group souls of Lucifer, Ra (Law of One), Michael (Messages from Michael), the WingMakers, and any other groups souls available. I particularly opened to guidance with creating summaries of the Hidden Hand material which I will soon be sending out to the nearly 12,000 subscribers on our email lists.
As I got towards the end of this 90-minutes of challenging yoga postures and intense heat, I felt several times a rich connection and energetic exchange with these group entities. Yet the most amazing experience occurred while I was lying in quiet stillness after the session with my eyes closed.
While breathing deeply in post-workout relaxation and a state of surrender, I suddenly felt an invitation to move beyond these wise group souls to connect directly with a level of divinity even greater. As I opened to the invitation, I felt my consciousness expand into another dimension. My awareness felt like it moved quickly along an energetic line through a surrounding darkness, like following a beam of light through a dark tunnel. And then quite unexpectedly, I touched another realm.
This realm I contacted is a completely different dimension - more like another universe - far beyond time and space. I had previously been there in a few of my most profound sacred medicine journeys, but this was the first time I encountered this realm without any medicine assist.
With my body lying still on my yoga mat, yet having left behind awareness of this body, I touched and briefly merged with the edge of this dimension. I immediately felt the unbelievably profound love with which this realm pulses. In this other universe far outside of the normal dimensions of time and space in which we live here on Earth, all beings are fully conscious of their interconnections with each other as they flow in a radiant cosmic swirl of consciousness exploring itself.
Though it was only a brief moment of connection, I immediately saw for the first time that this amazing place or space of being is, in fact, what might be called the positive pole of existence. The conceptions of some of our most advanced scientists on Earth hint at this place in their explorations into antimatter, with the assumption that this place is somehow negatively charged.
I saw, however, that it is our universe of time, space, and dense matter which is the negative pole of existence. Matter is of a density which from the expansive and all-loving perspective of this other realm would clearly be described as negative. This other dimension is so incredibly positive that it very much felt somehow opposite of our physical universe. The only "matter" which exists there is in such an expanded state that it is almost the opposite of matter on Earth. All substance there is clearly seen and experienced as being composed of love and light, where here matter is seen more as something dense and solid, something to be used and manipulated. It was very clear to me that the world in which we live is the dense negative pole or shadow universe, and that this other realm I touched briefly is the expansive positive pole of love and light.
In my very brief visit, I only touched and merged with the edges of this place, yet I could feel what so many who have had near-death visions describe as a place filled with amazing love and vibrance. I could even feel a kind of collective consciousness of the place which some might refer to as God or the being of light there at the end of the tunnel. What an amazing loving presence!!! I feel I have a new map of existence now based on the split between these two entirely different ways in which consciousness can experience itself.
Looking at the roots of it all, I suspect that at some point, primal divine consciousness, existing only in this other realm, densified itself to the point of creating the perception of physical matter. Parts of divine consciousness were fragmented and separated into this new dimension or density in a way that blocked these individual fragments from having knowledge of their deeper interconnectedness with all beings and All That Is. This was done in order to eventually create new ways for all of us to experience ourselves.
This new density could be described as a parallel universe where space and matter were created in a way that allowed fragments of divine consciousness to inhabit the matter, thus allowing our fragmented consciousness to experience life in this densified universe in sequential time. These divine fragments (including all of us here on Earth) thus agreed to be anchored to physical bodies in order to experience the fullness of life in a three-dimensional universe. Not only that, they/we agreed to forget their/our origins in order to explore a completely new and different way of being.
In conceptualizing these two differing realms, I am reminded of a figure eight or infinity symbol where one side is positively charged and the other is negative. The positive side is largely pure consciousness exploring itself beyond time and space. The negative side is consciousness densified into space and matter to explore the mystery of separateness in a three-dimensional world with incremental time. To travel between these two universes or two sides of the figure eight infinity symbol, one must go through the mysterious zero point at the center, as I somehow did briefly today after the yoga session. And just to be clear, this negative and positive are not at all associated with judgments of good and bad. Both poles are equally divine. They simply offer differing ways of experiencing life and existence.
I very much saw that this other universal space of consciousness is not better or worse than the one we here normally live in. Of course, many of those from this negative side who have experienced the positive feel like they would give up the challenges of this negative side of existence in an instant to bask in the flowing light and glory of the positive pole. But when I considered this myself today, it was very clear that is not what is meant to be for me and for us here. We are sacred pioneers of the divine who have both chosen and were sent here to explore entirely new ways of being, however full of challenges they may be.
If everything is positive love and light all the time, the ways consciousness can explore itself are limited. By creating the negative, unconscious pole, the collective consciousness of All That Is has greatly expanded its ability to experience itself in the infinitude of existence.
This negative universe or pole of existence may have been created as a divine experiment to find ever greater life experience leading eventually to even more harmonious balance for the whole of collective consciousness. And we here are the pioneers who on some deep level volunteered to go unconscious and experience many levels of separation in order to explore deep into this physical realm and eventually help to bring divine consciousness back fully into the experiment.
Yet it seems that the negative side of existence ended up sometimes bringing us divine fragments who volunteered here to places of intense pain and suffering that the collective consciousness never even imagined existed. As the positive side now begins to focus its awareness back to the shadow experiment we co-created, there is a growing desire from beings in both poles of existence to somehow transcend the pain and suffering here to find a new balance. It is time now to harmonize and reunite aspects of the positive and negative poles, so that all consciousness can explore ever greater harmonies and mysteries without having to further spiral into pain and suffering.
On my bicycle ride home from Bikram, I found myself thinking about how most people in their limited human consciousness don't feel that they are worthy of entering or even looking at this other amazing dimension of existence I had just visited. They don't even feel capable of connecting directly with highly expanded group souls, like those with whom I've been exploring recently and connected with so beautifully today. Yet I have no doubt that these beings and this dimension are available to all.
I am one of a small percentage living in this negative pole of existence who carries some conscious memory of the other pole and who is here to invite any who are open and interested to explore together the infinite possibilities available to all souls or fragments of the divine everywhere.
From as early as I can remember in this lifetime, I had conscious awareness of the interconnectedness of all beings, and in particular, of the heart/love energy which connects us all. I now understand that the challenging savior part of me simply wanted everyone to know how beautiful and loving we all are in our core. Yet it has been a long journey to learn how to share this in an empowering way with others. Only as I have opened consciously to ever deeper levels of energetic connection both within me and with all around me am I understanding better how I can assist those interested to experience this amazing level of expanded love and consciousness.
I am excited now to put out the Hidden Hand material with some minimal commentary to help people understand that the viewpoint presented is yet one more fascinating perspective in the greater scheme of things. Hidden Hand's belief that the Earth will split into three differing dimensions to me is but a metaphor for what is already happening in our world.
Those like me who have found their way to live life here largely from a place of love and interconnectedness are already living in a kind of heaven on Earth. In contrast, those who see and experience largely negativity both in themselves and out in the world continue to create more of the same by allowing their deep negative beliefs to play out for them on this planet. They are living in a kind of self-created hell. So there is no need to split the Earth into separate planets. Each of us now live on the same physical planet, yet our experiences of life and reality here can be incredibly different. It's like we live in the same physical reality, but emotionally and spiritually we live in different worlds.
So I suspect the differing densities and positive and negative poles Hidden Hand talks about already exist here and now in this world in which we live. Parts of the Luciferian group soul seem to believe that there will actually be a critical moment (the harvest) in which there is a physical split between these densities and poles, and that parallel Earths will be created. Yet I see this as a desire for salvation/damnation at some point in the future which would only create further separation in this dimension. And I suspect this may even be a consciously designed concept by Lucifer to challenge people here and help them to see who they are not. Wild stuff!
What I know is that we are each somehow co-creating the reality in which we live in an ever evolving dance, as our deepest, sometimes unconscious beliefs are reflected or manifested by the divine out in our world. The more we choose to become conscious of our deep unconscious beliefs, the more choice we have in how we create our experience of the world, and the easier it is to transform our lives and world.
Lucifer seems to even have some souls believing consciously that they need to choose intense negativity in order to advance spiritually as a soul. I highly doubt this is true, yet believe that many people here may be convinced of this. They believe to progress to the next level they have to provide the negative option by being "bad." What a strange and funny game! I don't fully understand the logic of it, but I do sense a legitimate reason behind it all. In the greater scheme of things, I have no doubt that everything is in divine order.
With my deep, unwavering commitment to what's best for all beings, I don't subscribe to the service to self versus service to others polarity. I live in service to all, which includes both self and others. I clearly am aligned with helping myself and all around me who are open and interested to choose ever more love, connection, and transformative beliefs. And I am getting better all the time at not having judgment of those who are consciously or unconsciously choosing to explore separation and the negative. It's all a part of the grand cosmic dance. Thank you, Lucifer and Hidden Hand, for helping me to see this more clearly.
I want to invite all in this world who are interested to connect directly with their higher selves, with spirits and group souls from other dimensions, and even with the amazing love energies of the positive realm I visited today. We all have choice in every moment as to how and where we focus our consciousness. I want to be an invitation for ever greater conscious awareness of all parts of ourselves and of our interconnectedness with all around us, including the many divine beings and expanded realms invisible to our eyes. Thank you so much, Bikram yoga, for this incredibly rich experience. Life rocks!!!