
Hi all, three days and twenty-two hours ago I said good-bye to you all. My feeling at the time was one of exhaustion. I thank-you all for the amazing love-energy that was beamed out to me at this time. It has literally raised me, not from the dead, but rather from an aspect of my ego-self that needed to be shattered. Specifically, some of you will know that one of my issues has been understanding the universe as a divine interplay of karmic relationships that are, in essence, perfect. On the other hand, my ego's need to see myself as a defender of the 'truth,' a champion of the light where light and truth do not need a champion. The events of the last couple of days have finally forced me to confront this issue once and for all. I would like to make this pledge to you, that whenever I am on this portal I will be present in my full self and not engage in projecting my ego-fantasy of 'rescuing' or 'defending'. I would like to apologise to you all for not having acted in this way earlier particularly given recent events. I have also realised that I have developed an affection for you all and remain inspired by the information and love each of you bring to this magnificent space where we can share the journey of transformation. I come cap-in-hand sending you all love and light, as one, Rob.
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nice to have you back on the pond, bro...
i love your ripples...
bodhi-g
Rob, I would suggest that when we are not present as our full self and we are projecting our ego fantasies, that is what is happening and it will continue until we notice and it stops. For myself, I would ask you to feel free to fully be you and if, you or I are being in a way that is pretentious or obnoxious, my guess is that we can count on one or another of our brothers and sisters here to call us back...In any case, welcome back.
Blessings,
John
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Yea Rob! Thanks for your vulnerability and for living the transformation!!! With lots of love, Fred
The space you occupied simply could not be filled by anyone else. Thank you for accepting the love that was flowing out to you. Isn't this the most wonderful bunch of folks you have ever know? What fun to watch us as we learn and grow.
JoyAnna