I'm the dirty mutherfucker.
I'm the untrained monkey mind.
I'm stuck on the vulgar consumption and instant gratification of american consumerism.
I am angry with the actions of myself and others.
I lie about God.........cause goddamit, people only ask so that they can have a chance to preach.
I have snorted the lust of greed into my brain.....gimme gimme gimme an experience.
come here, come here, come here!!
I see the joy and i feel hate. I want to scream FUCK YOU!!
I retreat in saddness and shame for my human filth and arrogance, and ungratefulness.
She's so nice. Yes I am. I don't stand....for it so often offends.
How can a being judge not and let be?
How can a being be bold but not offend?
What would you think of me now??
Should I care?
So many show me love.
So many lend me light.
I give it in return freely.
But sometimes I want to scream!!! and run naked through the woods......lol
as serious as it seems it is not.
i do smile, and laugh alot.
I do care and try to be there when I am called.
but I can't claim that i always come from a place of light.
i don't.......i'm a dirty fucker.
So what....
You got anything to say??